A New Year and A New Perspective

These last 3 months being at home with Rowan have been the best 3 months of my life.  He is the happiest baby and every day I learn more and more about myself and him and our new family dynamic.  Being a Mom has changed me forever!

I'm getting ready to back to work tomorrow.  I've written pages of notes for Rowan's caretaker, packed his bag and am now dreading going to sleep because once I wake up it means I will no longer get to spend day after day with my sweet boy.  Don't get me wrong, I'm blessed.  I have a great job with wonderful co-workers and a boss who is unbelievably understanding.  More importantly, Ryan has been so supportive.  However, the reality of leaving Rowan has finally sunk in and I'm trying my best to stay positive.  I'm afraid and sad I'm going to miss something big yet I know that somehow each day will get easier, right?  

Anyway, as we start this New Year, I wanted to thank you all for being so supportive and encouraging to our sweet little family.  I pray that you are each blessed beyond measure as I have been this past year!  2009 is going to be a wonderful year!!!